A leaf falls, a heart pounds in a whatsapp message, your heart beats. I drop a plate to the floor, but you do not care, because you’re picking a flower and the flower dies. Singing roses are charming your ears, a baby cries his first time in his world on earth and the wind blows the ashes of your cigarette into your eye. You feel the pain, thinking you‘re blind and a murderer is watching his victim, thinking about how he should commit his deed. But far way from you. A paper boat is floating through a canal, passing into the Barrens, where it finally sinks. However, the seaweed in the ocean is floating like every day, back and forth. It has been moving back and forth for a long time, even when you let yourself be kissed by the sun, or when you had crashed to the ground and your bone shattered into a thousand pieces. While your bone broke, a girl stuck her finger down her throat and threw up. She enjoyed it and felt relieved, but now you‘re crying because you’re feeling this pain you feel the pain intensity as a young boy feels his first love. James Matthew Barrie puts a finger on a key of his typewriter to write a story that will change your life without your knowledge, because right now you are being begotten. Your parents are creating life, when your neighbour has just committed suicide. You‘ll never get to know her. You‘ll never know other things in life either, because you are going to make decisions which will lead to different paths. During a journey you’re drawing a line on a blank sheet of paper, but at the same moment, outside in a forest, an injured animal is drawing a trail of blood on the foliage. My skin is itching, your nose is bleeding, church bells are ringing. Sweat is bursting out of your pores, the first bead is there, the first raindrop hits the pavement. Dust settles on a porcelain face, Indians go to rest, an iceberg determines fate, a drug changes everything. A wing, a pattern, a head, a fin, a needle - eternal. A child falls to the ground, hits he‘s knee, cries, screams, sleeps. You’re sleeping. All these things at the exact same time
